i'm arcade and i'm in love with an
我很喜欢街机，我爱上了
arcade cabinet sinistar
街机 sinistar，
my relationship with cinestar is mostly
我和 cinestar 的关系主要是
romantic but i do also have sexual
浪漫的，但我
feelings toward him sinistar is a 1983
对他也有性感觉 sinistar 是 1983 年的
williams arcade cabinet
williams 街机，
i feel like every kid has
我觉得每个孩子都有
that stuffed animal or that toy that
那个毛绒动物或玩具
they love sometimes they associate
他们有时会把他们的
personalities with it so it's like i
个性与它联系起来，所以就像我
kind of never
从来没有
grew out of that
摆脱过那样，
i always knew that i had like an
我一直知道我
attraction toward arcade cabinets tech
对街机柜技术有一种吸引力，
in general i took a trip down memory
总的来说，我回忆起了
lane at all of the games that i've liked
我玩过的所有游戏 多年来我一直很喜欢，现在
over the years and this one came up and
这个出现了，
i was like oh [\h__\h] that's actually like
我心想，天哪，这真的很有
really
attractive
吸引力，
i just love his shapes i love his energy
我喜欢他的形状，我喜欢他的能量，
i love
how i feel like when i'm sitting inside
我喜欢坐在
is in a star it sucks having a partner
星星里的感觉，这很糟糕 伴侣，
that you can kind of only appreciate
你只能
through pictures memories mementos
通过照片、记忆、纪念品来欣赏，
and being a public object derails all of
而作为公众对象，会破坏
the affection that i'd like to share if
我想要分享的所有感情，如果
i had the opportunity to like go to the
我有机会去
museum and actually spend time with him
博物馆，花更多的时间和他在一起，
more i absolutely would what if we told
我绝对会的 如果我们告诉
you that today you'd have an opportunity
你今天你将有机会
to spend some time alone this sinister
花一些时间独自一人这险恶的
i feel like i'm gonna feel like i'm
感觉我感觉我会感觉我
gonna pass out
要晕过去
i just think i'm gonna get very
我只是觉得我会变得非常
emotional it is a public object so i'm
情绪化这是一个公共物体所以我
like used to people being around so it's
就像习惯了人们在身边所以很
strange to think that i'm going to be
奇怪 我觉得我会
like in the room
像在房间里一样
effectively alone
独自一人，
were you nervous to tell me about being
你紧张地告诉我要保持
objective it's just a weird subject it's
客观，这只是一个奇怪的话题，很
weird and a lot of people are like
奇怪，很多人都觉得
that's crazy and i'm just like i know
这很疯狂，我只是知道
i thought it was cute
我认为它 很可爱，
so i mean it's been two years now
所以我的意思是现在已经两年了，
how do you think it's gonna feel like
你觉得
going back and see him
回去见他会有什么感觉，
feel overwhelming yeah yeah it sucks not
感觉不知所措，是的，是的，
being able to see someone for so long
这么长时间不能见到一个人很糟糕，
especially when they're behind the doors
尤其是当他们在
of a temperature-controlled archive
一个温度计的门后面时- 控制档案
you're fine i promise
你没事我保证
so we just got to the museum and i'm i'm
所以我们刚到博物馆，我
just nervous
很紧张
i know there's nothing to be nervous
我知道没什么好紧张的
about like nothing's gonna happen but
就像什么都不会发生但
i'm just happy
我很高兴
other arcade cabinets don't compare in
其他街机柜无法比较
the same way
同样，
there are a lot of other arcades that i
还有很多其他我
like
喜欢
but not quite love
但不是很喜欢的街机游戏，
we're in the archives right now
我们在档案里 现在
i don't get the opportunity to be here
我没有机会来到这里
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man
伙计
huh
i can imagine this is what it feels like
我可以想象当
for other people too when they've seen
其他人第一次在现实中看到
their objective
他们的目标时也会有这种感觉
in
reality actuality for the first time i
我
don't exactly know what it is about it i
不知道它到底是什么，我
just like how industrial it looks and
只是喜欢它看起来很工业化，
especially like the fiberglass molding
尤其喜欢后面的玻璃纤维造型，
on the back here
这里的
the lights
灯太
it's just so silly i love it so much
傻了，我太喜欢它了，
it is definitely a game that is hard to
这绝对是一款很难打败的游戏
beat
this game sucks
游戏很烂，
you know it feels silly to not like the
你知道不喜欢
game but to like the cabinet
游戏但喜欢柜子感觉很傻，
just kind of letting it soak in that
只是让它沉浸其中，
this will probably never happen again
这种事可能永远不会再发生了，
i just really appreciate the opportunity
我真的很感激有机会
to be here
来到这里，
i wish people knew that it wasn't
我希望人们知道它没有
harmful
害处
i wish people had more of an
我希望人们能够更多地理解，
understanding
that
it really is just comfort for a lot of
对很多人来说，这真的只是一种安慰，
people it is a coping mechanism
这是一种应对机制，
some people
有些人认为
it's their relationship like it's their
这是他们的关系，就像这是他们的
main relationship
主要关系一样，
as long as no one is hurting anyone
只要没有人伤害任何人，
i think it should be fine
我认为应该没问题
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